Saturday, December 20, 2008

This is so hard!

I don't know if it is hormones catching up with me or what but today has not been a great day. Don't get me wrong....the girls are doing well and continue to get stronger every day. I just got upset every time it was time to leave the NICU today. It was all I could do to keep the tears from streaming down my face. Then after I get out of the NICU I start feeling so bad because poor Mallory has been at the hospital all day waiting with her Grandma and Papa Esau while we are back with the twins. I know I can't be everywhere at once and we can't all be together and it is so hard!!!! The tears are streaming down my face now just thinking about it!

The girls are doing very well. They are both taking 15 ml of milk during each feeding (every 3 hours). During one of our visits today both girls actually took their entire feeding by bottle and didn't have to have any of it put into their tubes. They are both under the bili-lights right now because they are jaundice but their color is starting to get a lot better!

Hopefully we will have the girls home with us soon. Please continue to keep them in your prayers!

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